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Corpus Calvin, page 1
Corpus Calvin
Synopsis
Jason Dekker doesn’t believe in ghosts but is haunted by memories of Amsterdam. A move to the White Mountains of New Hampshire with his dog, Calvin, promises a fresh start. College friend Tessa Bernstein enlists his help at Cloverkist Inn, where strange occurrences are scaring off customers and staff. Is someone trying to drive Tessa out of business, or are darker forces at work? Does an enigmatic boy who bonds with Calvin hold the key to a secret dating back to the Civil War? The unsolicited arrival of psychic medium Valraven creates further turmoil when his investigation into paranormal activity clashes with Dekker’s skepticism. Loyalties shift and deep emotional wounds resurface as past and present converge with far-reaching consequences. Ghosts of memory may prove more difficult to exorcise than any phantom at Cloverkist.
Praise for 2015 Lambda Literary Award Finalist Calvin’s Head
“A very chilling and intense story…This author has a fresh, exciting, and slightly disturbing voice that should be heard. I recommend Calvin’s Head to anyone who enjoys thrillers, and to anyone who wants to take a step outside of their comfort zone.”—Prism Book Alliance
“Calvin’s Head is an ‘in the moment’ psychological thriller that thrusts you right into the middle of the insanity…There is indeed a head, there’s murder, there’s sexual tension, there’s manipulation, deception, and obsession in a gay relationship…plus, there’s a dog named Calvin!”—Boys, Bears & Scares
“Calvin’s Head is a solid psychological thriller…told from three equally essential points of view. I enjoyed this trip into the mind of a serial killer with some serious identity issues.”—The Novel Approach
“Equal parts screwball comedy and suspenseful thriller, full of twists and turns—both in plot and locales…but the pièce de résistance is allowing a point of view for the dog Calvin, a unique technique that gives this novel its heart.”—Chelsea Station
“An enjoyable thriller, perfect for a sunny summer afternoon in Vondelpark…it’s actually a dark thriller that keeps the reader engrossed in the plot and wanting more.”—DutchNews.nl
“There is a sense in the book that anything could happen…It’s hard to compare Calvin’s Head to any other book I’ve read. This is entirely a good thing and I’ll definitely be reading more from this writer.”—Crimepieces
“I was turning the pages as quickly as I could…Above all else, it is the beautiful language of the story that keeps it going…There is something for everyone here—romance, action, murder, art history and a dog—and there is no way you can go wrong reading Calvin’s Head.”—Reviews by Amos Lassen
“Suspenseful, atmospheric, violent, and yet playful. Literary while very much accessible.”—The Big Thrill
“An unusual and at times disturbing read…the settings are vividly sketched and full of delectable detailing…Swatling certainly knows how to come up with a unique reading experience…There is a lot to admire in a debut which promises great things for the future.”—Crime Fiction Lover
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Corpus Calvin
Corpus Calvin
© 2022 By David Swatling. All Rights Reserved.
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Acknowledgments
When I started this book in 2014, I never imagined it would take eight years to finish. Life presented some challenges—not of the literary variety—impossible to ignore. Be that as it may, I’m fortunate to have so many friends and colleagues who kept me focused on the glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel—even as I stood alone in the dark, unable to move.
First and foremost, I owe a huge debt of gratitude to BSB publisher Len Barot and senior editor Sandy Lowe for their support and patience; Greg Herren and Stacia Seaman for their deft editorial skill; Jeanine Henning for her evocative cover art; Ruth, Cindy, and the whole BSB family who attend to everything else and make an author’s dream come true.
This book only exists due to the openhearted generosity of Joanne Jacaruso, longtime friend and owner of the Inn at Whitefield, my personal summer writer’s retreat. Her stories about the Inn, as well as those shared by staff and local customers, inspired the fictional history of Cloverkist. I’m also grateful to my brother Steven for his expertise in all things paranormal, and to my sister Kathy, whose work with autistic children provided invaluable insight.
The Amsterdam Genre Writing Group read early chapters, and their enthusiasm was crucial at the start. And I couldn’t ask for more thoughtful feedback from my beta readers: Tori Egherman, Karen Kao, Nicci Robinson, and Hiram Ed Taylor.
Master classes and workshops along the way with authors such as Megan Abbott, Dorothy Allison, Donna Minkowitz, and Nina Siegal were especially beneficial during the long dry spells. Also, the encouragement from creative writer friends played a significant role in keeping me afloat—whether they knew it or not. Annamaria Alfieri, Nancy Bilyeau, Tom Cardamone, Jameson Currier, Meredith Doench, Martha Hawley, Patrick E. Horrigan, Dawn Ius, Greg Lawson, Kate McCamy, Laura McHugh, Jon Michaelsen, Mindy Ran, Marcel Snyders, Victoria Villaseñor, and the late great George Isherwood—to name just a few.
The New Hampshire Historical Societies of Jackson, Littleton, and Whitefield all provided important details for the story I would not have found elsewhere. For additional research, I relied upon the following primary sources:
Historical Relics of the White Mountains by John H. Spaulding (1855)
The History of the Civil War in America by John S.C. Abbott (1863/1866)
Memoranda During the War by Walt Whitman (1875)
Thirteenth Regiment of New Hampshire Volunteer Infantry in the War of the Rebellion: A Diary Covering Three Years and a Day by S. Millet Thompson (1888)
I strove for historical authenticity, but in the words of Lieutenant Thompson: “The writer assumes all responsibilities, and takes to himself all the blame that may attach for any inadvertences occurring in the book.”
For Joanne
“I could hardly believe that any considerable number of persons exist among us, who give credence to accounts of spectres and disembodied spirits appearing among the dead;—yet there are many such people, especially in our country places.” —Walt Whitman, “The Child-Ghost”
1864
Doxey smelled smoke before he saw fire. Like as always. Moze said that was his special gift. He weren’t smart like Moze but he knew the difference between open-air campfires, wood fires for baking bread, and the smithy’s coal fire. He could tell what was burning, how fast it was burning, could even tell how far away it was burning. It weren’t nothing he never learned. Just something he always knew. Moze said someday Doxey would join the fire brigade. Someday he would be the most famous fire chief in the whole wide world. Songs would be sung to praise his name, for he would save the lives of many. Mayhaps. But his special gift didn’t save Moze.
It were those damn puppies what killed Moze.
The kitchen chimney kept the secret room in the tower warm, sometimes too warm. Narrow as it was, there weren’t no window, so Moze had pried off a section of wood siding in the corner. During the day they kept the opening stuffed with burlap sacks. When darkness fell they pulled them out to let in fresh air. Doxey liked to stand at the hole in the wall and imagine what lay beyond the barn across the yard, beyond the woods behind the barn, beyond the trail to Possum Pond. Across the border was Canada, Moze said, where fugitive slaves became freedmen. But Doxey and Moze weren’t going to no Canada. Mister Ben said they could stay put right here on Corporal Quimby’s farm. The war would be over soon, Mister Ben said, and they would be freedmen of New Hampshire.
Doxey liked New Hampshire, even though it was cold, colder than he ever knew in his ten years of life. And the cold brought snow, soft white flakes that floated down from the clouds and covered the frozen earth, more beautiful than endless fields of cotton. Moonbeams bounced off the snow, and the tall trees behind the barn glittered like magic.
Doxey took a long deep breath of the cold air. Snowflakes tickled his nostrils, made him smile. Until he caught the faint stinging scent of smoke. It held no sharpness of tobacco, no tang of pine pitch. It was full of the sweetness of hay.
The barn. Doxey and Moze had helped fill the loft with hay, enough to last the long winter a-comin . The red barn stood tall against the snow-covered ground. He saw no sign of flames, but his nose never lied. Before he could figure out what to do, he saw the wide barn door was slightly ajar. A shadow emerged through the opening and slunk low across the yard. Cassie, holding one of her squirming pups in her mouth, disappeared under the wagon by the edge of the woods. A moment later she raced back, paused by the door for a nervous bark, and ran inside.
Moze had took Doxey to see the nine puppies after they were born. “Too young to play with,” Moze warned. But they visited the puppies every day. Cassie knew what Doxey knew. Those pups were in danger. Fire in the barn.
“Wake up, Moze,” Doxey said, shaking his arm. Even before his brother had a chance to wipe the sleep from his eyes, Doxey pulled him up and half dragged him to the makeshift window.
“Look, Moze, look. I smell smoke. Cassie, too. Look.” Cassie reemerged from the barn, holding another pup by the scruff of its neck.
“I don’t see nothing. Are you sure, Dox?”
“Yes. Cassie knows, too. Look.” Again, Cassie darted from underneath the wagon, ran across the snow, and scurried into the dark of the barn. No hesitation this time. That’s when they saw the first flash of orange flame lick a windowpane near the rear of the building.
“Damnation.” Doxey never heard Moze swear an oath against God before, and it scared him. “You stay right here, no matter what. I’ll be back as soon as I help Cassie get the pups safe. Wait for me right here. Understand?”
Doxey nodded as his brother slid down the rope ladder hanging alongside the chimney.
“Wait for me, you hear?” yelled Moze as he jumped to the floor and took off through the empty kitchen and outside into the swirling snow.
Doxey watched him run toward the barn as Cassie came out with her third puppy. Moze tried to stop her, but she dodged around him and headed straight for the wagon. Moze pulled the barn door open wide and for the first time Doxey saw smoke. It billowed out and surrounded his brother. Moze waved his arms and pulled his shirt over his mouth and nose. He hunkered down and rushed inside, Cassie barking close behind.
Doxey held his breath like Moze had to. He reckoned it was a long time, too long. As he had to give up and suck in air, Moze and the dog burst through the barn door. Cassie carried another single pup, but Moze had more than one bundled into his shirt, held close to his chest. Doxey couldn’t tell how many as they tumbled out. Maybe three? Was that all of them? Doxey had lost count. His brother grabbed a length of rope that hung on the wagon. As Cassie reappeared, he hugged her around the neck and, despite her struggles, managed to tie her to the wheel. She twisted and pulled and barked in a panic, as Moze stumbled to the barn. He stopped, framed in the doorway, a silhouette against the orange glow. He looked up toward the tower and raised two fingers. Two more puppies?
“Wait for me,” he yelled through the snowflakes. “Wait for me there.”
And he was gone.
If Moze said wait, Doxey had to wait. No matter what.
He waited as Cassie barked from under the wagon, barked for Moze to save her puppies. He waited as the fire snaked its devilish tentacles across the roof of the barn. He waited as the weathervane tottered and tipped and tumbled down down down. He waited as a burning figure staggered outside, threw itself to the ground, and rolled rolled rolled in the snow, screaming.
Doxey could not tell who that burning man was, his eyes so full of smoky tears. But he knew it was not his brother.
Moze never left that barn. Doxey smelled him.
PART I: CLOVERKIST, 1995
“Thou orb aloft full-dazzling! thou hot October noon!
…prepare my lengthening shadows, prepare my starry nights.”
—Walt Whitman
Chapter One
I. Calvin
thin air lapping/breathing gulping
sniffing scenting something burning
tree leafs falling/watching drifting
sniffing scenting something wilder
ranker danker here&gone
II. Dekker
Mountains on fire. Steep slopes on both sides of the Notch blazed with the vibrant colors of Van Gogh’s autumnal palette. Cadmium orange and yellow ochre, Venetian red and manganese violet, burnt sienna and rose madder. Nature’s deciduous tapestry woven together with viridian green swaths of abundant firs. I’d forgotten how much I missed New England’s fall foliage.
Nearly a decade had passed since I flew off to Amsterdam, where one season blended into another, year after year, with little discernible difference. I couldn’t shake the feeling I was returning home. Odd, when I remembered the sense of displacement surrounding my final months at Camden College. Friends disappearing, suffering meltdowns, dying. Crazy times. Who wouldn’t want to hightail it out of there? Crazier still how much the past six months had in common with those last weeks of college. Except for the homelessness. And the murders.
Don’t go there, Dekker.
I was determined to look forward, make a fresh start, forget the past. Damn difficult with so many cemeteries dotting the countryside along the way, wearing the foliage like a colorful shroud. I lost count of how many we’d passed so far. Too many. I had enough graveyard memories for one lifetime—from the one next to the farm where I grew up to those I left behind in Amsterdam. I didn’t want to think about cemeteries. Not now, not ever.
Right on cue, Calvin leaned toward me from his seat and licked my neck. He always knew when a mood change was in order. He’d been unusually subdued during the drive from Boston. Probably due, in equal parts, to the drugs I gave him for the transatlantic flight and the ensuing sensory overload provided by a new continent of sights, sounds, and scents. Not to mention his overexcitement at the airport yesterday.
I knew he’d be pissed when I finally set him free from the travel crate. He’d never experienced confinement, and I knew he’d perceive it as some sort of undeserved punishment. Rather than let him out inside the terminal and risk a hostile showdown amid crowds of weary travelers, I waited until we were in the parking lot. He gave a low warning growl as I opened the cage and stepped back. He didn’t move.
In my own time, asshole.
He emerged slowly, unsteadily, probably due to the drugs, plus hours in cramped quarters. I also recognized a familiar caution in his movement. He looked around, deliberately ignoring me, and gave his body a massive shake. He groaned with an exaggerated yawn and, without warning, jumped up against me, planting his front paws on my chest, and growled his litany of complaints nose to nose.
Once he’d given me a sufficient scolding, I introduced him to Jax and all was forgiven. Tail-wagging for joy, Calvin wasn’t bothered that a roomier new Jeep Wrangler had replaced our old Suzuki Samurai. As far as Cal was concerned, Jax was more a concept than a name, a word for adventures soon-to-come. He retrieved his shaggy companion Blue Bear from the crate, leapt into the back of the Jeep, and we were good to go.
I had booked a room at Motel 6 in Braintree, just south of Boston. There we could catch I-93, which would take us all the way through New Hampshire to the village of Cloverkist, on the northernmost edge of the White Mountains. Best to have a good night’s sleep before making an early start. That would give us plenty of time for Calvin’s necessary sniff-and-piss stops, and we would arrive by early afternoon.
A chaotic family of four had taken their time checking in as we waited, the two young girls fawning over Calvin, seriously testing his patience. He didn’t have much experience interacting with kids, and his woeful eyes spoke volumes.
How much of this do I have to endure?
I had turned away so he would not catch my smirk and pretended to be engrossed in a bulletin board crammed with notices hawking local tourist activities and upcoming events. One in particular caught my eye.
